Do I really want to be a blogger?

I am still very tentative about this blogging business. What I really want to do is have a really exciting looking blog. Can you do this here? Can you custom design it and use your own ideas? That would motivate me. Anyway after sick kids I am finally getting on top of things. I am up with the washing, my garden is looking beautiful since we had 5 inches of gorgeous rain, and this all helps me feel good. Got to love a garden in the spring.